Peace and Hippie Love

Ever heard a band named "An Cafe"? It sound weird, right? Actually, it's a Japanese pop/rock band that is labeled independently on Loop Ash. They've been described as oshare kei band, a subset of visual kei.

Here we are, standing among the crowd, leading the way towards the success of every Filipino citizens, especially teenagers. Now, let us sing the David Cook version of "Always be My Baby". (Haha!)

Yesterday, we had our Induction of Officers, a program in which the school level club officers will take oath in front of a special witness due to their vows. Since I'm not one (or insisted that I will not be a school officer) of them, I decided to pull up some pranks and use it as my deadly weapons of destruction. That's right. It is called "blackmailing" them.

I really don't know what they're doing here. Maybe, they're checking that PSP or some Gameboy or SP. Yes, we're wearing our scouting uniforms even though there's nothing to scout. After all, we're all not qualified in being a scout in the Philippines since we're all too busy with our lives just to sacrifice something.


Do you see the girl on the left? That's Chery. She's trying to balance the bamboo stick on her palm. Haha! Nice trick.


Our "tambayan" sessions. This is during Araling Panlipunan period. Since Ma'am Evelyn is busy for the program later, she haven't got the chance to meet with us. Lucky! I didn't finished reading Chapter 4 which is about "Kakapusan".




After our English class, we went berserk. They're all, "where can I get dressed?". They were acting so fast that I didn't managed to get it as a clear shot. I suck at taking pictures. I must be good at it now. Oh well, I'm still learning Kodak C533. So, there'll be no worries. I miss my Brica mini-camera. *cries*

Eye-catcher: ZOMG! Hannah made a fansign for me. She's too cute wearing that pink t-shirt. I want to grab it right now. But, what's with her sign? I am reading, "Nikiri-chan is a cutie! But sorry guys, she's taken!". WTF?! My gawd! Are you pertaining to the "keeper of my heart"?




Look at this picture. Shaider doesn't know how to tie his necktie. He asked me, but I let Tin-Anne to do it since I was so busy taking pictures to be used for my evil plan.

While roaming around, I was taking pictures. I was cornered by my peers but they came in bad luck since my battery is low. Luckily, there's always Gerlyn's camera.


Oh! He's imitating L from Death Note since L always sits like that. Why? Because his level of thinking decreases by 40% if he sits properly or stands properly. Gerlyn took this stolen snapshot. I really love her so much. This is one of the pictures that I'll use for my world domination plan. Come on, do the evil laugh with me. *puwahaha--chokes*

He's wearing his club t-shirt. Are all members of Calgeotrist's Society are air-headed? I remembered my childhood friend, now graduated from last year's batch. Now, he's the one being so egoistical. Bragging about stuffs about Math. I hate Math geniuses. Rea~ally. But, my dad is a MAPUA graduate. Maybe, I'll exempt my dad from hating those people.

"Hey! We haven't got our turn!", Hannah said when our English Club had just finished. It was already dismissal time and we wanted to pose for more. We yearn for Gerlyn's camera since the pixels are super good. I really envy that camera. Everyone, let's to the peace sign. (^^,)v

V as for Victory!


Afterwards, I want to go out of the school compounds. But then, Gerlyn told me to wait. Then, an idea crossed into my mind. "Mae, could you take a picture of me walking?", I asked her. She agreed and it resulted this picture. I loved the angle where she took the picture. It was like I was going out.

It is true. When I'm utterly bored, I always go and freak stuffs using Adobe Photoshop CS3 Extended. Good thing I have it now to kill my boredom. Sometimes, I'm becoming a camwhore. Maybe, I got influenced by my cousins. Haha!

Oh my gee. Did I heard it right? We will go in individual studies in research? I cannot take it. No, I will still work with my partners, we're being threatened because we work so slowly. I agree with that. But, the threat is too ear-tingling. So, that's why I inwardly panicked when my research adviser told us that. But, good thing Harlene kept me cool.

Anyway, this is a very boring life. I want to end it now.
Yes, I am in suicidal mode. I'm seriously talking here.
Yes, I can be emo at times. Not all times.
I'm a goth. Yet, because of the pressure, I am an emo.
Therefore, I am emo.
Did you get the statement?

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"What the hell does DLS means?"

I'm fond of William Shakespeare's works especially the star-crossed lovers Romeo and Juliet, and also Hamlet.

I'm undecided whether I'll join the Science Club's overnight or not. It's my mother's actual birthday, and I want to spend her birthday with her. But, I also want to experience staying at school along with your click groups. Me and Marco are really confused. Are we gonna join or not? Brian insisted me to join the overnight, along with Gerlyn and Shaider.

I think I'm going to collapse because of our research. Sir Ernest told us he got an idea about killing or preventing red tide. Harlene and Chery were taking the idea to seriously. I questioned them, "why bother entertain Sir Ernest's idea if were going to stick to the heavy metal content of the mussels?"

[Current mood: Agitated. How to do this homework in Mathematics? Someone teach me what to do!]

I'm so tired and I'm still undecided whether to join the overnight or not. Then, Ma'am Belle is not there when I panicked my Periodic Test doesn't have my parent's signature, so I went home for that. My jolly. It's really my bad. Yep, residue. What more can you expect from a residue like me?

Aim high, Fluorine! - Ma'am Adette. I really love you Ma'am Adette. Too bad, we already accepted the fact that were really a nuisance since we're residue.

You decide for me. Haha!

[currently reading: Second Kiss manga scanlation Volume 1]

Ma'am Belle gave us our test permit in UPCAT yesterday in Brainpower. My schedule is on Sunday, August 3, 2008, at Imus Pilot Elementary School, near Imus Institute. I can't describe what I'm feeling. I'm a little bit nervous and excited. But, my mother told me to be determined to take my UPCAT. I gave all of my determination to pass Cavite National Science High School's entrance examination. So, she gave me the advice to do the same. The question is, will I be able to do it? God will provide me the answer for my question. Help me, Lord.

Gosh. I envy my chatmate. I'll hide her real name under "Xin". She saw Wu Chun! I really envy her so much.

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"I yearn for your eyes, even though you don't look at my hazel orbs.
I long for your touch, even though you will avoid me.
I seek for your love, even though you can't give it to me."

Assignments are the ones that teachers will give you an exercise or activity to work it out at home. Usually students can handle 2-6 assignments per day, but more than 7 is already killing me! You see, I need to work on the looong assignment in Araling Panlipunan, exercises in English, the continuation of the exercise in Physics in which I can't hardly understand it, those terminologies in Chemistry, prepare myself for the long test in Mathematics, and quiz for Biotechnology. Plus, the Suring Basa and LSB in Filipino and the Home Reading Report in English.

I'm going crazy. I mean it. Can we just have a break?

I'm going on the review center during Saturdays. On Sundays, we always go to Manila to attend our church there. There's no more time for me to work out these assignments. I usually don't sleep at all. My mother is always saying that, "anak, you're so thin and maputla na." It's the assignments and all those bloody projects is going to kill me. I will not graduate. I shall die because of this. Don't do mercy-killing on, me! (Haha!)

I'm only stating my thoughts. Am I not allowed to state my own thoughts here? When it comes to blogging, I reveal my true self. My true nature. My real identity. I usually keep a cool and hyperactive personality when I'm in school. At home, I'm just a quiet person, behaving like a doll with vaguely no emotions at all. All of my family members are busy with their own lives. All I have to do is to keep my resentments to myself up until it's piled up and barely can't carry it anymore. Resulting on a major ruckus that will affect my ego. Like the one that happened last year. I'm not dwelling in the past anymore.

I'm just frustrated.

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There's always tomorrow to say "I love you", for both we know that we love each other without any social contacts.

*looks at Gerlyn's side again* Now, I envy her Multiply Site. She's always updating it.
If you'll ask me, you'll regret your question.

• Friendster Blog - the one which I personally use for my insights and thoughts about what's happening to me. Usually read my many people and many contradicts my philosophies. That's why it's called a blog.


• MySpace Blog - I only use this one for very personal reasons. Only trusted friends can only view this blog. No leakage.


• Multiply Site - this is serving my personal website. I seldomly use this because I'm more busy in deviantART and Crunchyroll.


• Blogger (2) - The other account is used for personal reasons again, and the other one is this one. Isn't it obvious?


• Blogdrive (4) - I only use this for my Administration group in Kyokai Arisu, an anime forum. For being Hansha-otoku, the Naruto fanfiction writer. Plus, being Denise as the vocalist of Negai.
  
  
• Windows Space - I really don't use that one since I don't have something to put there.
  
  
• deviantArt Journal - I shall use this one when I purposely active on that site.