Jigoku Shoujo (Hell Girl) is one of my favorite picks when it comes into horror/supernatural genres in anime. The protagonist here is Enma Ai, a girl who performs her duties to bring agonied souls to hell for at least 400 years. She lives in an eternal twilight together with her mysterious grandmother and with her three helpers (in the first season).
Though, you don't need to watch every season in Jigoku Shoujo to be able to comprehend the plot, you should watched the second season to be able to understand the third season why did Enma Ai "died".
After the "supposed death" of Enma Ai, she returns to fulfill her duty as the Jigoku Shoujo.
She uses the body of a young 9th grader, Yuzuki Mikage, as her vessel to move around. Mikage sees Ai's vision through her dreams.
Kikuri manages to recruit Ai's three helpers to continue the Hell Correspondence operations.
Let's see what Jigoku sjoujo Mitsuganae unfolds in this story.
After their latest single release, "Summer Dive", the band that made me fall in love with visual kei bands has released their latest album in celebration for their 5th year anniversary, "小悪魔USAGIの恋文とマシンガンe.p."
I recommend everyone to WATCH THIS!!
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I am depressed after I checked An Cafe's store.
I want to buy the Bonds "Kizuna" Towel [SUMMERDIVE Version]. Since it costs 1, 429 Yen (around 800 pesos). But the shipping is 4000 Yen.
ONEGAIII!!!!
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What the problem if I like this? Won't you try your best to be appreciative to your friend? Ah, I remember. I didn't consider everyone as my real friend. This world is full of plastic people with flaws.
Why don't everyone appreciate it like they have received their most awaited gift?
Geez, people.
To start it all off, I wasn't really that prepared. But I have lot of self-confidence that I can pass this exam (even though, I'm not expecting myself to pass). I went to the entrance gates where parents were crowding the gates. I got a hell experience in asking where is Gate 3 where I was supposed to enter the campus. Gate 3 stands for the Engineering Gate (EG). Yeah, I am entering this prestigious university with their masteral course, Computer Science in Specialization in Software Technology. I saw Jerolyn outside Gate 3. Together, we went in. We were like hanging our jaws very low because people around us are like college students already. Now, this is the disadvantage going into a provincial high school. I should have transferred in Manila when I was in 2nd year. *chuckles*
I took the exam in the 5th floor of the Civil Engineering building, and heck, it is air-conditioned. I didn't brought my jacket. Some of my seatmates wear a Lasallian jacket to keep their luck up or something like that. One thing that I don't regret is that each of my seatmates is an extreme hottie. Now, I love to attend my classes in DLSU everyday. *laughs* Now I shound obvious to my hidden intentions. I'm doomed.
Since I am generous enough, I am giving away tips for the next batch who will take the DLSU-CAT in DLSU-M.
1. Bring jacket. Every room in DLSU-M is air-conditioned. Well, if your skin is thick, you'll be able to handle the coldness of the room.
2. If you have some companions that you know you share the same testing area/building/room, don't bring snacks anymore. You'll be only given 15-minute break.
3. DLSU-M loves essay writing. Be sure you love essay writing when you're determined to spend your college life there.
4. If you're a girl and lucky enough to have your seatmates (front, left, right, and back) all hotties, consider it as one of the best things in your life as an upcoming college freshie. I don't know if you'd take this case also, if you're a boy.
5. Be sure you have someone to talk to from your school because you'd be 'out-of-place'.
6. Stay focused.
7. Have all of your pencils sharpened, so you won't take tim in sharpening your pencils since some subtests are only 15-minutes.
8. Be confident.
Gosh, I was really uncomfortable with the essay writing part. Because there's one boy in the room who I think don't have a concrete idea of what he was going to write. The topic is about a teenager can do to stop corruption. The proctor came to him and whispered some possible ideas which I foudn out that was already written in my paper. Now, I really find it really weird. I covered my paper up by trying to lay my head up to the paper so I can only see the paper and the endpoint of my pencil instead. It was one of the 30-minute hell of my life.
Hope I will pass this exam. Hope me to pass!
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight
I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight
I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...
I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"
I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"
I am really touched with the lyrics of the song. It managed to comfort my heart full of pain and sorrow. Somehow, I missed those moments with him. Well, this is what I get for regretting those kind of things. Now I sound too
This is a song to those who are still in love with their past relationships. To those who doesn't want to let their past go and look for their future. Will I be able to look for my future if I keep returning to my past? Will I still be able to put my past to be my future?
That's it.
I'm depressed.
Someone, please, make me happy.
Just for a little while.
If you are alone in your saddest moment in your life, who would you like to express your thoughts into? This is the time you call your friends to share the pang in your chest to lighten your burden. Friends are there in your happiest and saddest time in your life. They are there to share the moments wherein you will be not able to forget in your entire life. Picking up a good pack of friends is the best.
Have you ever experienced treating someone as a friend but they don’t treat you one? I am not pertaining to those who have betrayed you. Sometimes, there are people wherein they are showing off that they are attached to you and call you ‘friend’ but only taking advantages of what you have and do not matter on what you feel or act. It is painful enough to hear them laughing at a distance, wishing that you are one of those people that also laughs even at the corniest jokes ever heard.
If I had a friend whom I treasured the most, it would be my plush toys. Now, you must be wondering why not a name of a person? It is because that no one could be able to understand my own perspective. No one can able to fully understand of what I feel. I am not able to express my own regrets and sorrows to somebody right away. So it gets piled up until it explodes like a bomb. Nobody could ever give me advices or even listen to my heartaches just like a friend that I always imagined. I’ve always thought that friends are always with you wherever you go; they are always at your side. I really quench for the love of a friend. Yeah, I sound so emotional.
Friends are like sparkling gemstones, once they lost its sparkle, they will be neglected unless someone shines them to regain their sparkle. For me, finding a friend that you’ve always wanted is a hard task especially when you are a perfectionist. Friends have their own flaws and such, we must learn on how to accept them in order to create a powerful bond that you and your friends could only share.
This is what I call joining an unexpected event. I don't aspire to be a researcher. Heck! What happened is the entire opposite. I have joined this event "unwillingly".
The contestants for the ASEP Division Science Fair/Mr. and Ms. Agham 2008/Essay Writing/Poster Making Contests are the following students: Jerice Monge, Joyce Bea, Cassey Real, Lyza Quintella, Serene Bondad, Shayne Piol, Jan Bontorostro, Harlene Viray, Cherylyn Magbago, and yours truly (Science Fair). Though I don't remember their names, still Aaron, Arianne, JL and Ral joined the event for other contests.
The picture on the left is the area's parking lot. Just kidding around. This even was held at Governor Ferrer Memorial Comprehensive High School, General Trias, Cavite on October 13-14, 2008. 2 days filled with tension and cram.
True, I was kinda sweaty when I arrived here. I thought this event will kill all of your labor. My gawd, I really can't take the tension I'm feeling. So, I went around with Serene to ease the tension that we're feeling.
Alright, on the first day, we did nothing. *laughs head off* Hey, I'm seriously talking here. We prepared our tarpaulins up, but no ingress occured. Everyone seems so busy in the Science Quiz Bee that our school made for the other schools and the Mr. and Ms. Agham preparation.
Me, Jerice and Chery always hangs out in their canteen because they have this Minute Maid Orange Jiuce with real pulps of an orange fruit. "Real pulp but fake juice", this is what Jerice said. As minutes passed by, we seem to feel bored and stayed in our quarters for a while.
We met "Papa CJ" from Bucal National High School defending for his research. The story goes like this: Lyza thinks she had the most thickest research paper ever written in the whole division. We were all surprised that he had the same thickness as Lyza has, or even more pages than she had. With all Chery's guts, she went to that guy and interviewed him about his research. As I came along, all that I can remember is having a severe nosebleed from what they are talking about. This proves that I cannot be a scientist, so I aspire to be a computer programmer instead.
We went home feeling tired out of nothingness. Of course, it is a 3-day preparation with matching sleepless nights. Yeah, we didn't slept at all. How I pity myself. So, I immediately grabbed my pillow and saying goodnight to my L plushie.
Day 2 came around and we're really tensed about it. Since ingress/congress will happen today. OMG! This is not what I am expecting. While waiting, everyone's coaches went into the rooms to give a little piece of advise.
While waiting for our turn for the congress, we were trying our very best to keep ourselves boredom-free. We watched the Mr. and Ms. Agham, playing some games on Jan's laptop, texting some of our classmates since some of them had cellphones with them, and drinking Minute Maid Orange juice from the canteen. Man, we're really bored. The picture on the left is one proof. Harlene's going emo. *laughs head off* My gawd, my sanity is at stake.
Caption: "Learn to accept the way I am."
We were the last to have our congress in the Cluster 2, Applied Science, Team Category. The second one to defend our research in the whole pack of sayanistas. I really regret that day. I should have brought my Breaking Dawn by Stephanie Meyer so I have something to read. Darn.
The congress went well. There is one question that really took my sanity off: "How much did you spend on your research?". Very nice question by the panelist himself. Now, I am going crazy as of this moment.
We didn't expect that we will claim a prize, but we did. We got 2nd place. Cool. My sanity is really at stake. This research has really made go wacky and insane.
There's no hunks/cuties in the Science fair. But there's a lot in Mr. Agham candidates! *smiles evilly*
The start of our Intramurals. Too bad we didn't have a grand parade just like the last two years. But, we had an opening program just as usual. The officials of the sportsfest explained what sportsfest is and what can every CNSHSian will benefit. Afterwards, Mr. Tomas C. Loyola, the one who is in charge in the event announced that the event is opened. To start it all off, the cheerdance competition started. Forgive my words. This is an offensive post, and I really intend to do it. So, kindly click the 'back' button on the upper left corner of your browser before I track your IP address to hack you (now, I am kidding). The emphasized phrase is really meant, though.
The cheerdance competition. All that you can hear are the screams and yells of the students, expecting their candidates to win and leave the other years struck in awe. Heck, what's good with it anyway? Even though I was one of the crowd who always yells, not scream. It'll ruin my 'oh-so-beautiful voice'. NOT.
The Green Acers (freshmen) was the first one to show their cheerdance. Of course, we are expecting to have it like an explosive bomb. Heck, it was all the opposite. Forgive my word, but it was a lousy performance. I stated out to Marco that the freshies are having a hard time to gain confidence. The atmosphere around the crowd was awkward. Of course, it was boring. The Yellow Asus (sophomores) was the last one to perform. Their cheerdance was not that 'showy'. I really don't remember how their performance went. All I remember was the girls' pompoms were falling off like...hair. Gee, compare the pompoms to hair, I must have a disease. The Red Machintosh (juniors) were always having a hard time to cheer out their name since it is long. Alright, it is best to laugh it out. After all, I am a villain indeed. At least, I was in awe when watched their cheerdance. They had great coordination with every member of the group. With matching beats coming from the complete set of drums (it was red, too!). But I was a little bored since I think they had their performance more than 7 minutes. Finally, Blue Vaio (seniors) that I'm always making typographical errors when it comes to spell out the name. Geez, I always type in 'vaoi' since I'm thinking of 'yaoi'. Do not dare to ask me what 'yaoi' is. These people also have coordination in their stances. In their every move, you can feel that they really want to win. Unfortunately, they didn't win. It's alright, though. After all, it was only the cheerdance.
The Mr. and Ms. Physique competition (did I able to spell it right? comment me) came after the cheerdance competition. Still held in the CNSHS gymnasium. I really don't remember how this competition went since I was hardly listening/looking at the event. I was really bored. I only heard that we didn't got the first place. Well, it is expected. Our competitors were looking all 'gangsta' with their outfit. Heck, I didn't even felt that I should have chills. But, I did had chills when Arianne Ramirez (Yellow Asus - Ms. Physique of Sophomore level) walked in through the isle and showed off her gun. It was a blockbuster hit!
Alright, had lunch. Nothing fun to share about that. What's fun with eating with your voracious classmates around you? Answer me. State me 1000 reasons why should I be happy to share my food with them? Now, I sound evil. Yes, I am evil and proud to be one.
What's worst with this day? It rained hard enough to stop every outdoor game occuring on the school field. So, they went to the gymnasium to watch the match of Sepak Takraw between Green VS Red. All that you can hear are the yells of the seniors to the green team and the juniors cheering for their team. Plus, you can eally feel that there is an intense war between the Red Team and the Blue Team. That's fun. I guess, this will be a cool intramurals after all. [post modified]
The other games were played simoutaneously. Since I really don't want to get sunburned and all, I stayed in the canteen with JL. Yes, we are afraid to get tanned since brown isn't my skin tone color and it would not match me. While relaxing for a little bit, we heard that there's gonna be a sack race soon. So, me and JL immediaetly jotted out our comfy chairs and started wandering under the sun to search the damned court where sack race will be held. I present to you, pictures in motion!
Sack Race Boys
See? We're still the champion. Dumb people don't know how to accept defeat. Hmph.
Oh well, it rained in the afternoon. Nothing more I remember. That only means the intramurals will be extended. That's a hell yeah for those who still have games. I can smell that my free time days are over. I can really smell it now.
Though, it was pretty killjoy, we are actually having our regular classes. What the heck is that? It's not fun. I want to watch the games that are left. Oh, it is still raining. So, the games are forced to be played inside the gymnasium. It was hard to get in since everyone is trying to get shelter from the rain.
It was kinda sad that the patintero boys game between Blue and Red since we lost. But, it is okay. But then, Ma'am Bisa tried to call me and my groupmate, Chery, to go to the Chemistry laboratory since we will work for our research paper. Yeah, it was completely a killjoy day. All that I can hear are the cheers and yells. I can't see the actual game since they were all blocking my view. Darn it! So, I was thinking of every excuse to go out of the Chemistry Lab and to peek what's going on to the game.
Green proved their worth to be the queens' of CNSHS volleyball. They whipped the Red team's ass. Great thing, freshies. Afterwards, it was the volleyball boys turn. Sadly, I didn't watch it since we were locked up to do some paperworks. I am hearing my batchmates cheering like "manalo, matalo, champion pa rin kami!" where I laughed out loud. Sir Mojica was also inside the Chemistry Lab alongside with Ma'am Malones. She asked who will be over-all champion in case we lost the game. I proudly said that we're still the winners even though we lose those 2 games. Sir Mojica said that there should be no awarding if Blue Vaio won. Sorry sir, you had too, 'coz we are the champions. The Red team was countering the cheer that my batchmates cheered. They were bickering things which I find funny. Yeah, call me a weirdo. I don't 'f' care.
Alright, the awarding ceremony came. No trophies, medals or whatsoever. First time in history. Again, I sneaked out of the Chemistry Lab to check out the ceremony. Everytime we are announced to be the game champion, some of us go to the stage and dance like people who perform rituals and pose to have a picture. That was a good thing to do. After the annoucning of the overall champion, almost everyone went to the stage and transformed into party animals. That's not all, it was continued inside IV - Oxygen's room which I, didn't intend to join in the party and just want to ask Michael if he has a Microsoft Office installer, joined in the fun but left immediately since I really don't belong to that kind of world.I do hope this Intramurals will be forever cherished and we all have a morale learned during the event.
I would like to thank the people who greeted me because they remembered me. I also like to thank the people who greeted me because they don't want to be left out, the people who forgot but still greeted me, and those who wants to be treated only. Still, my day is not yet complete. I can feel that something is missing.
This day was quite boring since it is not chaotic unlike my past birthdays. Maybe I am accustomed doing trivial chores when I am celebrating my day.
I am missing my past birthdays wherein many people are trying their best to gather my attention. Yeah, this is what I hate about people around me. Bunch of idiots. They do not know how to accept the real me. When I wanted to show my real self, they turn away and as if they don't see me. They don't take heed of my existence.
Alright, that sounds emo. I am a goth, not an emo.
I am a self-proclaimed sweet tooth. Why did I say so? I am in-love with sweets. Earlier, I was going to my dentist, unexpectedly she canceled her appointment to me since she was going to somewhere. So, I re-scheduled my appointment for tomorrow for dental check-up since my pearly whites will be going under root canal treatment. Does it hurt? I am scared enough. After doing that, I went to Goldilocks to buy a Chiffon cake slice since I was craving sweet to gnaw.
When I went home, I was surprised that my older brother came back home earlier than scheduled. He stayed in Manila last night for his work. He brought a Dulce de Leche meduim-sized cake with him. I happily dig in without bothering from who it came from, only that my aunt sent it to me. Bon appetit!
Later on, my parents went to Dasmariñas, Cavite to deal some things. When they got home, they brought a chocolate cake that filled up my heart. I ate up into my heart's content. Of course, I shared it with my family. It would be sweeter if you shared a dessert with someone. So that's why I intend to love Valentine's Day, because guys do give chocolates to the ones they are courting, dating or planning to court. I'd say I prefer spending time with each other in Valentine's Day would be preferrable for me than roses or chocolates.
And I watched QTV 11's newest show, True Confections, hosted by Sam Oh. That lucky girl, she was able to eat a Strawberry cake made my world-class pastry chefs. I so envy that girl. Haha! I do hope I can eat a Strawberry cake, too. Since I was really craving for that one. I managed to get True Confection's site to get the procedures and ingredients. Now, it is time to do it. Maybe, I'll do it on Christmas. :D
Oh, remember to brush your teeth after eating all those damn sweets.
¡Tienen un día dulce delante! (Have a sweet day ahead!)
I've told you before that the aim of the Intramurals is to lock your the target: to win the said event. Last October 2, 2008, we had our Medical Check-up for 3:00 to 5:00 in the afternoon. Now, it was all crap. I mean, it should be the time to practice some sports that we will be joining for the event next week since there's always classes. It's kinda irritating that you have to arrange those damn paperworks for the compliance of the Intramurals so we were forced to do that shitty thing.
Just like what my classmates had indicated in their blogs, it is an irritating thing to do. But I guess, it's better than listening to some boring lessons that never ceases to excite me. I am not fooling everybody here. I am just showing who really I am. Listen up, dude. When I'm posting something here in cyberspace, you are talking to the REAL me. Yes, when you're with me in person, you are seeing the virtual me, forcing to wear masks all around. I can't wait to take it off. I really can't wait for the day of my total freedom.
Maybe the Supreme Student Government with the cooperation of the Young Sportsmen Club had done with the finishing touches for the said event that will be held on Monday, October 6, 2008. After all, it was said that the Intramurals this year will be great as ever. I do hope we won't be disappointed on Monday. I mean, this is my last Intramurals in Cavite National Science High School. My last year for being a sick wack-o girl with shitty things going through my head and have the liberty to do it. My next years will be on a universities or a college campus with different faces and different personalities. I want to spend my last year in high school with all the people I know I can trust on. When I graduate, things will change. Everything will change, not according to my will. Tengo miedo de graduarse en la escuela secundaria.
For now, I will cheer to my batch with my heart's content. We must win this event for this is our last Intramurals that will be forever in our memories together with other high school memoirs.
I am so fucked up when I hear lame excuses that seems to be unbelievable. That's why sometimes I am irritated to myself. Whatever I do, there's always lame excuses to be made. How pitiful. Argh. Damn life. It shouldn't be like this.
Chery and Harlene, my research partners, went to my house to fix our powerpoint presentation for our research. I bet I know what you're thinking. You're thinking that we, a bunch of high schoolers, are doing thesis that is for college students. Am I right? Yeah, we really need to comply, or else no certificate for graduation. That's what I don't want to happen. 私は私の生命を憎む So far, we haven't refined our Introduction but the Methodology and the Results are going smoothly. Hope I could my father's laptop so we can continue working on it at school since we're banned from using the IT Center in school. (That's is not right! We're the ones who paid it! Give it back to the fourth years!)
Life is full of boring colors and fake smiles. (生命は退屈な色の完全であり、偽造品は微笑する。)
That's how I view my life. Completely dull. Unless there's somebody to fill it up with shimmering colors so that I can experience the joy what the world is in store for me.
Why am I being frustrated? It is because I was forced by my mother to go with her in a bible study. I really not on the mood to listen to religious stuffs, but she dominated my decisions again. Darn. Parents are the superior ones. Follow them or you'll be dead. After all, they're the ones who made sacrifices just to make sure that you will have a good future within your hands.
Oh, tomorrow's my classmate's Milky's birthday. Happy birthday to her. Even though, we're not that close, but I treat her nicely since I am confessing to her my hidden feelings. But it's a different story when I tell things to Marco, since he understands my every single personality flaw. Promise, you wouldn't expect the Denise you knew will be different if you asked him. I treat him like my best friend, so trust him to hide my shitty personality complex.
Adios amigos!
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Finally, the Intramurals will be held on next week. From October 6, then jump to October 8-9. Since October 7 has regular classes because of the Korean/DepEd General Meeting which I really don't care about that.
Today we had our Medical Check-up for the compliance of the Intramurals 2008. It was boring since we didn't do anything except for arranging the papers and stuffs. But it's okay for me since it was considered a free time for my part even though we had classes on some subjects.
"Our team's objective has only one goal, but try to keep in mind that other opponents also have that goal. Let us do our best! Try to lock on our target, that is to win."
Until I chatted with my cousin. She accidentally typed a French phrase which means "I don't understand you". Okay, I thought it was crap. But I became so envious. She really does know to speak French.
It's been a while since I accessed Crunchyroll. My browsers are having a hard time to establish to the stated site. Moving on, one of my favorite users there, dreamcity-x or Candy/Katherine, gave me an advanced gift. Let me post them here and leave you guys have your jaws wide open.
See? xD