Peace and Hippie Love

I never knew having a nervous breakdown would be very bad, in my case. It makes me go roaming around without any sense of direction, watching off a kids show, kicking some dirt and other things that I didn't noticed to do. Like what I am doing today, I am ruining this paragraph. I just know that my English grammar isn't that good yet.

Okay, I am having problems with my future. Somebody, give me a good future! LOL. As if.
Moving on, I talked with Chery earlier that the USTet results will be coming today and some of the applicants were nervous as hell. I didn't took the exam since I was not interested to take it anyway.

Instead of worrying my life in the future, I locked myself in my world (namely my bedroom) to listen to David Archuleta and David Cook on the IPod. Having Archuleta's voice makes me a bit calm and serene feeling that makes me forget my worries. The essence of having Cook on my playlist is to boil my blood with his powerful voice. I enjoyed myself reading YoU Magazine wherein Sarah Geronimo's the cover.

There will be always a time for me to face everything that I tried to hide to. For example, this college admission results. Even though I badly want to know the results, but my heart skips a beat and tries to pump more blood to make myself more nervous than ever. Like earlier, when they released the USTet results, I felt unsure of my future. I immediately asked myself about this: what will happen to me in the future?

Yes, I do keep worrying about the future. I can't help it! I wanted to graduate high school, for sure. After that, where will I go to my tertairy education? I'll leave it to God and have my prayers to answer me. (Yeah, I sound awkwardly religious that it doesn't suit me. Fine, I get it. What can I do about that? I tend to talk to God even though I look like an idiot out there in the crowd.)

Earlier, we almost spent our research period by taking up Photoshop lessons. My classmates keeps on insisting me to teach them something about this regarding Photoshop. I wouldn't doubt that one of my classmates would make our next Friendster layout. The picture of the right shows that Bea loves to play with her facial expressions to match an anime character, Sgt. Keroro.

Talking about Friendster and other online community stuffs. I am currently enjoying Myspace and Facebook more than Friendster. Well, I am still keeping a track in Friendster because many of my friends still don't know or don't want to use either of it.