Sometimes, I don't know to myself if I'm stressing myself over various things. I am revising my research paper since it has always mistakes and we are doing our own individual outputs. But, there's always homeworks and projects on other subjects, so that's why I can't manage my time wisely. I really don't know what to do know. I think I'm going nuts. Oh please, help me cope with the reality of life. After all, I chose to be in that school. I must survive that school in order to graduate as if to tell my teachers that I surpassed all of the hardships and prepared for my college life in the city. Honestly, I am afraid. Yes, I still don't want to go to college (a future blog post will be posted regarding this one).
I'm always thinking crap regarding to school. Maybe, I really don't like school. It never brings amusement to my life. Well, that's the real purpose of the school. To educate and not to entertain or bring social life status to students.
Alice Nine is a Japanese rock band under visual kei, boy bands wearing make-ups and focused on their stage appearance. At first, I really don't like them since they look "emo-ish" to me. But, when I tried watching one of their music videos, I liked them. Try to listen on their songs. You might not dance to the beat like An Cafe or convey your emotions with the song like Utada Hikaru, but you'll find yourself more and more interested on them. You want to learn about their music more and more. Why don't you give them a shot?
LINKS: Alice Nine. World
[ Currently listening to: Shunkashuutou by Alice Nine + Blue Bird by Ikimono Gakari ]
Ah, back to my original topic: being stressed at school. The five-day vacation is not enough for the students to rest. I really want to rest. But that seems impossible, isn't? How I wish March would come up soon. I really want to get out of fourth year high school. I'm always crying out every night hoping that my research would end up soon. I really don't want it. Who doesn't anyway? *sighs more* Blog is a site in which you can express your own thoughts, right? Am I not allowed to share my own thoughts here? Do I have no freedom to say something? I need to let these words out or else I might end up retarded. To be honest, I'm not willing to share my insights to my everyday companions in school since they might think it's boring or out of the topic or it doesn't interests them at all. So, I just keep my insights to myself until it bursts out which brings disaster. Blogging can make me feel wonderful even just a little.
To be continued...
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