Showing posts with label denise. Show all posts
Showing posts with label denise. Show all posts

I LOVE YOU MARIE FOR MAKING THIS ONE!!

This is mine. Go and ask Marie to make you your doodle version. Make her happy by giving off some dollars, alright?

Wishlist

Since my birthday's coming up, maybe you'll offer me a gift or whatsoever. Here, I'll give you ideas by presenting my wishlist up to this Christmas. (I accept gifts even on New Year!)

This is not in order.

1) Skullcandy headset. June made me remember that I needed to cramp up my savings for this baby. Urgh. I had too many things to save up. Would you mind to take one thing off by giving me a PINK, NEON GREEN, or YELLOW Skullcandy headset. It would be appreciated and I will give you something in return. So think of it as a trade, alright?

2) iPod Nano. No need to explain, do I? So I could carry An Cafe's music all around.

3) Sex Pot Revenge. If you want to think that I like An Cafe, I won't stop you. I'll support you if you bring them here in my house, and Kanon to my bedroom. *cough* May it be a shirt, pants, jeans, neckties, caps, belts or whatsoever. I don't care as long as it is Sex Pot Revenge.

4) Make-up kit. Yes, I am becoming much of a lady so I need things to fix myself. You see, I'm very new here and it would be highly appreciated if you consider to give me one.

5) Bag with punk/flashy designs. I don't care if it's a shoulder or body bag as long as it has a punk design. Please don't buy backpacks. I am contented with my pink skull-themed American Blvd. backpack.
(There's a clear/transparent shoulder bag in EGG, you could get that as an alternative for this one)

6) 17-inch MacBook Pro. I've always wanted to have my own Mac ever since I entered college. I've heard that you could easily edit your photos using Apple's software. Plus, our pastor has been endorsing an Apple computer last week (I think he doesn't feel comfortable using PC).

7) Plush Toy. Any cute animal would do. Hey, I love these kind of things. You might think that I'm a kid that still play with dolls, go ahead and blackmail me. I don't care. You wouldn't understand how I feel safe and comforted with them. They are the bestest best friends that I could ever have.

8) Earrings that are kind of weird or cute designs. I love earrings, I really do. I am planning to have a second ear piercing on both of my ears after November or on the third week of November.

Secondhand Sechzehn

Wird es gebrochen?
Können wir es ausarbeiten? Ich kann in Ihren Augen sehen Sie sind bereit zu brechen Schauen Sie weg nicht.


I am celebrating my very special day. You guessed it, today is my sixteenth birthday. My most awaited birthday. Why is that? Because life turns into a reality when I turn sixteen. Goodbye to my ruckus old self, to a new and hopefully more mature Denise.

I would like to thank the people who greeted me because they remembered me. I also like to thank the people who greeted me because they don't want to be left out, the people who forgot but still greeted me, and those who wants to be treated only. Still, my day is not yet complete. I can feel that something is missing.

This day was quite boring since it is not chaotic unlike my past birthdays. Maybe I am accustomed doing trivial chores when I am celebrating my day.

I am missing my past birthdays wherein many people are trying their best to gather my attention. Yeah, this is what I hate about people around me. Bunch of idiots. They do not know how to accept the real me. When I wanted to show my real self, they turn away and as if they don't see me. They don't take heed of my existence.

Alright, that sounds emo. I am a goth, not an emo.

I knew it, I shouldn't give them my whole trust. It only made me feel bad. Despair. Loneliness. Sorrow. I hate this life. It only made my hatred grow bigger than ever. There's nobody to talk to despite of my frustrations. Then, you'd comment saying that I'm not opening up. I am taking the initiative, but still they're going away. I can't wait until I attain my total freedom: graduation. I'm so frickin' sick of everyone's personality. Full of plastic people. Dumb shit.

Taking my radiant smiles

WARNING: My blog posts from this entry onwards will have curse words. So, if you're not used in reading it as a part of this blog's expression, you better quit reading in this moment. I am warning you.

My day started off like shit. Why ask? My parents are mad at being so irresponsible and other things, so I went to school without bothering to bid them goodbye so whatever thing happens on my morning routine. Yeah, I sound and act rebellious. So, what if I am? Sometimes I'm so tired and sick of hearing shitty sermons everyday so I tend not bother about it anymore. I'm saying crap words here. Parental Guidance is advised.

I think my day in school is just like the same. I crammed in some subjects since some of them had quizzes or oral participations since I cared about my academic grades so I can impress the universities that I'm planning to apply. I passed all of the things that are needed for my application in De La Salle University-Manila. I do hope that my father has consolidated it on time. Better hope for that one. Oh, before I forget this one, I was living my shit out of me because I was cramming on our powerpoint presentation in Research since we're the one who is scheduled to defend. But after explaining things to our Research adviser, she let us use her period for the continuation of making our presentation. Poor tummy didn't ate anything from the lunch boxes of other classmates. How sad.

This is already the last day of September. It has been a good month for me, except for some payments that are always collected during this month. I like my life revolving around my classmates since we're Latax, and we understand the cases and flaws of each other. I think it's good to have everyone to be attached and trust them. But I learned in my life that I should not trust a person completely, unless he's my future partner in the future for eternity. It would bring pain and sorrow to my part. What hurts the most is betrayal. I really don't like to be betrayed since it leaves a pang on my chest.

We watched our movie review in English IV, it's title is "Now and Then", I really don't know who directed it because I arrived late due to one incident in the IT Center. That incident is the one that used Yahoo! Messenger during Research Class. I think it was Napoleon who opened his Y! Messenger account through the computer that Hannah's using, then we saw Virgil online. But good heavens! When it gets exciting to talk with a former friend, Ma'am Rhea came in and saw the Y! Messenger. Yes, we were caught dead. Crap. Anyway, going back to the movie review, we had fun watching it even though I gave many side comments. Maybe I'm not in the good mood to watch movies so that's why I'm giving comments.

Currently, I am listening to the album of Alesana's "On Frail Wings of Vanity and Wax" which I always wanted to have my original copy. It's hard to find this CD actually. Could somebody order this for me in eBay? *laughs*





Moving on! While I'm doing this one, I'm also updating my other blog sites like my Multiply and fixing my Friendster profile since it's been a while since I fixed my crap profiles. How can I make graphics of my own if my Photoshop is not yet activated? Would somebody be kind to lend me an Adobe Photoshop 7+ versions?

When I arrived at home, my mother told me to text my father to check about the status of my schedule in De La Salle University. Before I could formulate a text message, he only texted my mother saying that he succeeded in doing this, so I was glad it was accomplished. Huzzah!

Manila Campus - De La Salle University - College Entrance Test, October 19, 2008, 2:30pm - 6:00pm

I must do my best in this next college entrance test since it is my second choice aside from University of the Philippines. Hope that I would pass both my UPCAT and DLSUcet. Now I'm thinking about my third choice of college/university. I'm not sure if we will migrate to Australia. In the meantime, I should be busy with my college life here in the Philippines. Wait, how about Asia Pacific College? :D

Have any ideas? Comment me back.

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"Stop staring at her like a fool, take the initiative to talk to her."

Problematic

Why do seek my own faith? Why do I keep thinking about my future if I can't handle my present? Why do I have these kind of problems anyway? Earlier, I cried because I was worried sick about my Secondary Scholastic Records and Recommendation Forms of De La Salle University-Manila since I need it by now. I gave my letter to our school principal by our break in the morning and I said that I will return to get it at noon. When I returned, she already went out to go somewhere to attend some important matters that doesn't need to be stated here. That's the time I because so worried sick that I want to skip classes just to look for it. Okay, I found it within my adviser's table and it was during our Chemistry period which is second to the last. I was relieved.

Now I am hearing a terrible voice within our neighborhood. Could somebody please stop the one who keeps on singing My Chemical Romance songs? It irritates my ears. As of this moment, they're singing novelty songs. Could somebody toss something to make them quiet?! I can't concentrate while I'm reading El Filibusterismo.

Yes, you could say that I am a problematic person. I always think of problems that will make my life more colorful, but if you're gonna ask me, I seriously don't like problems at all. I think problesm do like me at all. How sad is that. Darn it. Blog is for expressing your thoughts, right? So I have freedom here? Hell yeah!

*silence*

Oh, I'm busy right now. I'm making a powerpoint presentation for our oral defense in Research Class for tomorrow. Oh crap, I'm dead here. Me and Harlene will not sleep, I guess, just to finish our presentation. So, see you in my next post! :3