Peace and Hippie Love

From now on, this blog will serve as my photo blog. Since I rarely update this and I'm too obsessed with Tumblr.

Sometimes, I don't know to myself if I'm stressing myself over various things. I am revising my research paper since it has always mistakes and we are doing our own individual outputs. But, there's always homeworks and projects on other subjects, so that's why I can't manage my time wisely. I really don't know what to do know. I think I'm going nuts. Oh please, help me cope with the reality of life. After all, I chose to be in that school. I must survive that school in order to graduate as if to tell my teachers that I surpassed all of the hardships and prepared for my college life in the city. Honestly, I am afraid. Yes, I still don't want to go to college (a future blog post will be posted regarding this one).

I'm always thinking crap regarding to school. Maybe, I really don't like school. It never brings amusement to my life. Well, that's the real purpose of the school. To educate and not to entertain or bring social life status to students.

This week's feature is: Alice Nine

Alice Nine is a Japanese rock band under visual kei, boy bands wearing make-ups and focused on their stage appearance. At first, I really don't like them since they look "emo-ish" to me. But, when I tried watching one of their music videos, I liked them. Try to listen on their songs. You might not dance to the beat like An Cafe or convey your emotions with the song like Utada Hikaru, but you'll find yourself more and more interested on them. You want to learn about their music more and more. Why don't you give them a shot?

LINKS: Alice Nine. World

[ Currently listening to: Shunkashuutou by Alice Nine + Blue Bird by Ikimono Gakari ]

Ah, back to my original topic: being stressed at school. The five-day vacation is not enough for the students to rest. I really want to rest. But that seems impossible, isn't? How I wish March would come up soon. I really want to get out of fourth year high school. I'm always crying out every night hoping that my research would end up soon. I really don't want it. Who doesn't anyway? *sighs more* Blog is a site in which you can express your own thoughts, right? Am I not allowed to share my own thoughts here? Do I have no freedom to say something? I need to let these words out or else I might end up retarded. To be honest, I'm not willing to share my insights to my everyday companions in school since they might think it's boring or out of the topic or it doesn't interests them at all. So, I just keep my insights to myself until it bursts out which brings disaster. Blogging can make me feel wonderful even just a little.

To be continued...

[Currently doing: Introduction and Methodology chapters for Research]

Tired.
Most tired.

Can I have a break? I think I can't since I still have a lot of homeworks to do.
*sigh*
I still have a lot of graphic requests to do.
Yes, I am doing graphic requests in Crunchyroll only since I still don't know the proper way on graphic designing.

Here we are, standing among the crowd, leading the way towards the success of every Filipino citizens, especially teenagers. Now, let us sing the David Cook version of "Always be My Baby". (Haha!)

Yesterday, we had our Induction of Officers, a program in which the school level club officers will take oath in front of a special witness due to their vows. Since I'm not one (or insisted that I will not be a school officer) of them, I decided to pull up some pranks and use it as my deadly weapons of destruction. That's right. It is called "blackmailing" them.

I really don't know what they're doing here. Maybe, they're checking that PSP or some Gameboy or SP. Yes, we're wearing our scouting uniforms even though there's nothing to scout. After all, we're all not qualified in being a scout in the Philippines since we're all too busy with our lives just to sacrifice something.


Do you see the girl on the left? That's Chery. She's trying to balance the bamboo stick on her palm. Haha! Nice trick.


Our "tambayan" sessions. This is during Araling Panlipunan period. Since Ma'am Evelyn is busy for the program later, she haven't got the chance to meet with us. Lucky! I didn't finished reading Chapter 4 which is about "Kakapusan".




After our English class, we went berserk. They're all, "where can I get dressed?". They were acting so fast that I didn't managed to get it as a clear shot. I suck at taking pictures. I must be good at it now. Oh well, I'm still learning Kodak C533. So, there'll be no worries. I miss my Brica mini-camera. *cries*

Eye-catcher: ZOMG! Hannah made a fansign for me. She's too cute wearing that pink t-shirt. I want to grab it right now. But, what's with her sign? I am reading, "Nikiri-chan is a cutie! But sorry guys, she's taken!". WTF?! My gawd! Are you pertaining to the "keeper of my heart"?




Look at this picture. Shaider doesn't know how to tie his necktie. He asked me, but I let Tin-Anne to do it since I was so busy taking pictures to be used for my evil plan.

While roaming around, I was taking pictures. I was cornered by my peers but they came in bad luck since my battery is low. Luckily, there's always Gerlyn's camera.


Oh! He's imitating L from Death Note since L always sits like that. Why? Because his level of thinking decreases by 40% if he sits properly or stands properly. Gerlyn took this stolen snapshot. I really love her so much. This is one of the pictures that I'll use for my world domination plan. Come on, do the evil laugh with me. *puwahaha--chokes*

He's wearing his club t-shirt. Are all members of Calgeotrist's Society are air-headed? I remembered my childhood friend, now graduated from last year's batch. Now, he's the one being so egoistical. Bragging about stuffs about Math. I hate Math geniuses. Rea~ally. But, my dad is a MAPUA graduate. Maybe, I'll exempt my dad from hating those people.

"Hey! We haven't got our turn!", Hannah said when our English Club had just finished. It was already dismissal time and we wanted to pose for more. We yearn for Gerlyn's camera since the pixels are super good. I really envy that camera. Everyone, let's to the peace sign. (^^,)v

V as for Victory!


Afterwards, I want to go out of the school compounds. But then, Gerlyn told me to wait. Then, an idea crossed into my mind. "Mae, could you take a picture of me walking?", I asked her. She agreed and it resulted this picture. I loved the angle where she took the picture. It was like I was going out.

Oh my gee. Did I heard it right? We will go in individual studies in research? I cannot take it. No, I will still work with my partners, we're being threatened because we work so slowly. I agree with that. But, the threat is too ear-tingling. So, that's why I inwardly panicked when my research adviser told us that. But, good thing Harlene kept me cool.

Anyway, this is a very boring life. I want to end it now.
Yes, I am in suicidal mode. I'm seriously talking here.
Yes, I can be emo at times. Not all times.
I'm a goth. Yet, because of the pressure, I am an emo.
Therefore, I am emo.
Did you get the statement?

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"What the hell does DLS means?"

I'm fond of William Shakespeare's works especially the star-crossed lovers Romeo and Juliet, and also Hamlet.

I'm undecided whether I'll join the Science Club's overnight or not. It's my mother's actual birthday, and I want to spend her birthday with her. But, I also want to experience staying at school along with your click groups. Me and Marco are really confused. Are we gonna join or not? Brian insisted me to join the overnight, along with Gerlyn and Shaider.

I think I'm going to collapse because of our research. Sir Ernest told us he got an idea about killing or preventing red tide. Harlene and Chery were taking the idea to seriously. I questioned them, "why bother entertain Sir Ernest's idea if were going to stick to the heavy metal content of the mussels?"

[Current mood: Agitated. How to do this homework in Mathematics? Someone teach me what to do!]

I'm so tired and I'm still undecided whether to join the overnight or not. Then, Ma'am Belle is not there when I panicked my Periodic Test doesn't have my parent's signature, so I went home for that. My jolly. It's really my bad. Yep, residue. What more can you expect from a residue like me?

Aim high, Fluorine! - Ma'am Adette. I really love you Ma'am Adette. Too bad, we already accepted the fact that were really a nuisance since we're residue.

You decide for me. Haha!

*looks at Gerlyn's side again* Now, I envy her Multiply Site. She's always updating it.
If you'll ask me, you'll regret your question.

• Friendster Blog - the one which I personally use for my insights and thoughts about what's happening to me. Usually read my many people and many contradicts my philosophies. That's why it's called a blog.


• MySpace Blog - I only use this one for very personal reasons. Only trusted friends can only view this blog. No leakage.


• Multiply Site - this is serving my personal website. I seldomly use this because I'm more busy in deviantART and Crunchyroll.


• Blogger (2) - The other account is used for personal reasons again, and the other one is this one. Isn't it obvious?


• Blogdrive (4) - I only use this for my Administration group in Kyokai Arisu, an anime forum. For being Hansha-otoku, the Naruto fanfiction writer. Plus, being Denise as the vocalist of Negai.
  
  
• Windows Space - I really don't use that one since I don't have something to put there.
  
  
• deviantArt Journal - I shall use this one when I purposely active on that site.
  

[Currently doing: Arranging some codes for future use. Soon.]

This is my second week being a high school student in senior year. I really predicted that this year is going to be hard and I was right. It is tiring and stressful. I always end up sleepless nights. Of course, you can't sleep during classes (sometimes, I do since I can't take it anymore).

*sigh* I guess, it's better to be thankful on what you have.