Peace and Hippie Love

Sometimes, I don't know to myself if I'm stressing myself over various things. I am revising my research paper since it has always mistakes and we are doing our own individual outputs. But, there's always homeworks and projects on other subjects, so that's why I can't manage my time wisely. I really don't know what to do know. I think I'm going nuts. Oh please, help me cope with the reality of life. After all, I chose to be in that school. I must survive that school in order to graduate as if to tell my teachers that I surpassed all of the hardships and prepared for my college life in the city. Honestly, I am afraid. Yes, I still don't want to go to college (a future blog post will be posted regarding this one).

I'm always thinking crap regarding to school. Maybe, I really don't like school. It never brings amusement to my life. Well, that's the real purpose of the school. To educate and not to entertain or bring social life status to students.

This week's feature is: Alice Nine

Alice Nine is a Japanese rock band under visual kei, boy bands wearing make-ups and focused on their stage appearance. At first, I really don't like them since they look "emo-ish" to me. But, when I tried watching one of their music videos, I liked them. Try to listen on their songs. You might not dance to the beat like An Cafe or convey your emotions with the song like Utada Hikaru, but you'll find yourself more and more interested on them. You want to learn about their music more and more. Why don't you give them a shot?

LINKS: Alice Nine. World

[ Currently listening to: Shunkashuutou by Alice Nine + Blue Bird by Ikimono Gakari ]

Ah, back to my original topic: being stressed at school. The five-day vacation is not enough for the students to rest. I really want to rest. But that seems impossible, isn't? How I wish March would come up soon. I really want to get out of fourth year high school. I'm always crying out every night hoping that my research would end up soon. I really don't want it. Who doesn't anyway? *sighs more* Blog is a site in which you can express your own thoughts, right? Am I not allowed to share my own thoughts here? Do I have no freedom to say something? I need to let these words out or else I might end up retarded. To be honest, I'm not willing to share my insights to my everyday companions in school since they might think it's boring or out of the topic or it doesn't interests them at all. So, I just keep my insights to myself until it bursts out which brings disaster. Blogging can make me feel wonderful even just a little.

To be continued...

[Currently doing: Arranging some codes for future use. Soon.]

This is my second week being a high school student in senior year. I really predicted that this year is going to be hard and I was right. It is tiring and stressful. I always end up sleepless nights. Of course, you can't sleep during classes (sometimes, I do since I can't take it anymore).

*sigh* I guess, it's better to be thankful on what you have.

Since I am now an officer, I am the one who will punish (well, it's not really punish) the lower years. I really hate seeing long-haired boys, because they look like punks. Well, what do you expect? You're going to an institution with a living reputation to live on, then the students are just like that? Not following the rules.

Oh yeah, bring it on!
It was fun, actually. I'm just thinking of my sweet revenge.

Being a senior in your dream high school is like the greatest accomplishment for my life. At last, it is the last year of hardship. But it is also the last year of joy, sorrow and guilt along with your batchmates. It really happens that the bond was there and it never broke for the last three years. Even though, there are some people that were lost, but they always remained in our hearts that keeps a special memory.

Alright, I'm now an officer. I am the platoon leader of II - Fluorine. They're nice. Like angels at first sight. Yep, just like me suring my former years.

Let me cite to you my subject schedules and my teachers.

• Advanced Physics (Physics II / Natural Science IV) - Mrs. Bernadette Lim
• Physical and Health Education IV - Mr. Tomas Loyola
• Music and Arts Education IV - Mrs. Myra Lyn Bergunio
• Araling Panlipunan IV (Ekonomiks) - Mrs. Evelyn Nazareno
  
• Biotechnology (Elective) - Mrs. Ruby Bautista and Mrs. Elain Malones
• Filipino IV - Mrs. Arlyn Tolentino
• Research II - Mrs. Eliaquim Bisa (Research Adviser)
• English IV - Mrs. Mildred Atentido
• Advanced Chemistry (Chemistry II) - Mrs. Belinda Loyola
• Mathematics IV (Calculus) - Mr. Emmanuel Ces

In Elective, not all of us will take Biotechnology. The others will take Linear Algebra under Mr. Emmanuel B. Ces. In Research, everyone was separated into groups then a Research Adviser will handle them. In my case, I got Mrs. Eliaquim O. Bisa with me.

The whole day went well since it's like an orientation of class schedules with us and its requirements. Alright, I'm prepared. High school in senior year is gonna be hell. I can predict it.