It always ends stressful nights..

Assignments are the ones that teachers will give you an exercise or activity to work it out at home. Usually students can handle 2-6 assignments per day, but more than 7 is already killing me! You see, I need to work on the looong assignment in Araling Panlipunan, exercises in English, the continuation of the exercise in Physics in which I can't hardly understand it, those terminologies in Chemistry, prepare myself for the long test in Mathematics, and quiz for Biotechnology. Plus, the Suring Basa and LSB in Filipino and the Home Reading Report in English.

I'm going crazy. I mean it. Can we just have a break?

I'm going on the review center during Saturdays. On Sundays, we always go to Manila to attend our church there. There's no more time for me to work out these assignments. I usually don't sleep at all. My mother is always saying that, "anak, you're so thin and maputla na." It's the assignments and all those bloody projects is going to kill me. I will not graduate. I shall die because of this. Don't do mercy-killing on, me! (Haha!)

I'm only stating my thoughts. Am I not allowed to state my own thoughts here? When it comes to blogging, I reveal my true self. My true nature. My real identity. I usually keep a cool and hyperactive personality when I'm in school. At home, I'm just a quiet person, behaving like a doll with vaguely no emotions at all. All of my family members are busy with their own lives. All I have to do is to keep my resentments to myself up until it's piled up and barely can't carry it anymore. Resulting on a major ruckus that will affect my ego. Like the one that happened last year. I'm not dwelling in the past anymore.

I'm just frustrated.

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There's always tomorrow to say "I love you", for both we know that we love each other without any social contacts.

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